just memories.

'september saw a month of tears,
i'm thanking God that you weren't here
to see me like that'
~Tim McGraw


Mine
'this july saw a mont of tears,
i'm thanking God that no one's here
to see me like that'






Always been a challenge for me to say goodbye.
I dared not look. Dared not wave. I feared that the longer I look I would not have the courage to walk away.


Lately my world has been raining heavily.
Never thought I could feel this much.
Haven't had the urge to be concerned with anything else. People's messages and calls, I simply ignored.
I have been acting selfishly I know, but that is the only way to keep myself sane enough to get through this rough patch.






You asked me if I'm tough enough to do it alone when the time comes, I never answered.
Truth is, no matter how much courage I gathered up, I would end up breaking down.
But escape is the only way that I can breath again.